Al-Fatihah...

I would like to extend my deepest sympathies and heartfelt condolences to our beloved Prime Minister Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi and his family.. the whole country feel your agony, frustration, and overwhelming sadness.. we are always behind you to support you in this time of bereavement... you have been a brave fighter.. and we hope you would stay strong.. To Allahyarhammah Datin Sri Endon.. my prayers go out to her.. I shall remember her and all those good things that she has done for our country.. may Allah bless her soul and let her rest in peace.. Al-Fatihah..

Too bad it was the last night..

It was such an amazing experience to be at the Sunrise Jazz and Rhythm Fest 2005 at Plaza Mont’Kiara's fountain courtyard.. Yups.. Malaysian jazz virtuosos performed live in front of a large crowd... locals and foreigners.. people like me and others mostly music enthusiasts I think.. It seemed to me that everybody was partying and enjoying themselves to the music that night.. people came to be entertained.. they couldn’t care less about the haze.. everybody was there to have fun.. with their families and friends.. and all was good..

The festival that kicked off that night had jazz regulars like percussionist Steve Thornton and Aseana Percussion Unit (APU) appearing alongside many others.. ( I don’t know who.. but I think they know how to play musical instruments well and they were good.. hehe..) It was jam-packed with people.. they were dancing.. cheering.. clapping their hands and snapping their fingers to the melody.. and that night.. I could see young and old came together.. enjoying the music that they like.. all sharing their strong passions and interests towards the kinda tune that they love most.. Jazz.

We settled ourselves at the al-fresco dining tables and enjoyed the night.. yup.. all of us.. me.. jinn.. lan.. safwan and a few others which I don’t know who they were.. but they were cool people.. Anyways.. The Lost Plot played their acoustic numbers.. and APU (oh.. APU has a new member on board.. and she ( yes.. a female.. the only female member.. ).. is one hot babe..) played with their “gendangs” and all other percussion instruments.. all played at maximumest (haha..is there such word??) maximum decibels.. I was just impressed upon how they made use of various kinds of instruments to create a really unique sound.. truly fascinating!! combination of instruments like cello, guitar, bass, saxophone, trumpet, flute, clarinet, drums etc.., and various jazz styles which was truly something extraordinary and sounded really good too.. and rhythms combining with traditional and new jazz to create a cultural blend was absolutely brilliant!! Simply amazing!! Well apart from the twinkle-twinkle little star session.. everything else was excellent.. ( If you were there.. you would know what I’m talkin about..) I think this kinda event would be a great showcase to promote local music talents and create a platform for many young talents to be more creative and develop their potentials.. and I believe it has done so well..

Anyways.. If you are not into Jazz.. then I suggest that you attend next year’s festival.. I’m not really a fan of Jazz but the music’s pretty soothing and kinda good for you to get your brains turned off.. not literally turned off.. but more relaxed.. you know like getting your mind off of all the depressing and negative thoughts.. People (yg rockers-rockers.. hehe..) say that by listening to soft and easy listening music.. (well in this case Jazz..) can make you drop off to sleep easily.. but trust me.. that’s not true at all!! It’s so good that it can make you stay awake all night long.. without caffeine!! Hehe.. I don’t know but it just makes you feel good inside.. Remember..Feeling good about yourself on the inside will make you feel great on the outside.. Well I think the whole thing was great and the chance for me to be there to experience it myself has been all worth while.. I really really look forward to the next Jazz Festival..

Haze..gone with the wind..so let's go out and kick some butts..

Finally the hazy days are OVER!!! And It feels so damn good that the haze has actually moved away from KL.. away from my life.. Yay!!! Now I can go outside and enjoy the fresh air... anyways.. This is what I’ve been doing over the past few days.. hehe..



getting ready for the cardio-combat workout...



Azraf VS. Sis... Roundabout!!! Ooopss.. Round 1!! Fighttt!!!



BammmMM!!!... Oooohhh.. that's gotta hurt!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! ..Sorry sis!! Actually this isn't the cardio-combat workout.. It's just that me and my sis got bored the other day.. and erm.. took some of these pics for fun.. Well, the cardio-combat exercise is a heart-pumping combative style workout to keep fit and stay healthy... Kickin' , punchin and movin' while sweating off all the calories.. yeah.. I found out that it's a good and a fun way to get your body toned up and to get rid of your excessive fat and at the same time it builds up your stamina and strength.. (that is.. if you do it regularly..) It gives you a great total-body workout... and you'll feel better after doing it.. trust me.. you'll be all relaxed and feel more energetic.. no more stress!! Ladies.. for a flatter stomach.. and for an easy way to slip into those skimpiest outfits (okla.. to be bikini-ready.. hehe..).. try it out ok!!! and you'll see what I mean.. well, i think everyone should try it.. especially you!! yes you.. not the idiot behind you!! you checkin out my blog!! err.. I mean my Blo-vel!!.. ( ..that's what I'm gonna call my blog now.. Blog + Novel = Blo-vel .. hehe.. rite Faridz?? )

P/S : Boys and girls.. please DON'T try this (I'm referring to the above pics.. and not the cardio-combat workout..) at home.. this is solely for your Entertainment and it is only intended as Humour.. so don’t try to re-enact any of the above.. It’s dangerousss.. and may be harmful to yourself as well as others.. ( Pro macam *ehem*..*ehem*..je boleh buat!!..HEHEHEHE!! HAHAHAHA!!! )

Smog.. Smog.. Smog.. It’s smoking time..

Don’t worry.. I’m not gonna light up a ciggie right next to you.. it’s just that the air is so bad right now.. I feel like getting myself a vacuum cleaner as big as the whole universe.. so that I can suck away all the dust and smoke polluting the sky right now… perhaps a giant fan capable of blowing away all of the smoky air back to where it came from could really come in handy at this very moment.. It’s just so bad and too unbearable for me.. can’t stop rubbing my itchy eyes.. can’t stop scratching my face, ears, arms and everywhere.. I’m like bitten by a swarm of mosquitoes!.. my whole body feels weak and uncomfortable.. and I’m sneezing all the way!.. It’s so difficult to breathe.. and the nasty smell of the haze is not doing any good to me either.. the haze is fucking killing me!!.. and I had to cancel all my outdoor activities.. all because of the freakin haze... Gonna shoot that moron who started the forest fire and caused this catastrophe.. if he ever stepped his shit-covered foot here onto our soil.. he’s gonna get it from me.. but then.. Can’t really blame the poor guy.. can’t I?… ok Azraf.. take a deep breath… and count til 10.. It’s just temporary and you need to relax.. It’s probably the immense heat from the sun or a lightning that sparked a fire in the forest and the wind brought the damned haze here.. relax.. It’ll be over soon.. (yeah rite.. %#@*&@#&^*@#@***##!!!!!)

Last night I was out with Jinn and Lan to grab something to eat down at Bangsar.. I felt like I was driving through the streets of London .. sorta triggered an old memory of mine when it was winter 2001 and I was on M6 heading towards London to pick up a friend ( yup.. just a friend ) got my heater turned up to full blast as it was really cold.. the whole M6 was just shrouded in a very thick mist.. I almost had an accident back then when one of the tyres burst while running at high speed.. I was on the middle lane when that happened.. So when the tyre burst.. the rim dug into the tarmac and pulled the car sharp to the left.. I tried to straighten it but it again pulled it sharp to the left.. Visibility was like really poor.. Luckily there were not many cars that day.. Everybody knows that M6 is always congested (but it’s true.. not many cars on M6 at that time..) and I was fortunate enough that there weren’t any trucks on the left when the car was pulled to the left.. If not I wouldn’t be here typing up this entry!!.. I guess I had inflated the tyre well beyond the safe pressure before making that travel.. Ahh..Yes.. A lesson to be learnt by all.. “check your tyre pressure regularly and before every ride!!”

It’s been like almost a year since my last visit there.. yeah I remember celebrating last Raya with Sis, Raz and other friends over there.. and it was fun. Anyways, British weather.. a pretty miserable weather.. but I loved it.. nice and foggy.. and that’s fog people.. made out of droplets of water which suspend in the air due to the cold weather.. but over here in KL.. it’s not fog that we’re seeing!! it’s the stupid haze or some might call it.. smog.. it’s air filled with smoke particles, ashes, chemicals and all the bad stuff due to.. read the first paragraph!.. both fog and haze reduce visibility but haze can cause a lot of health problems .. inhaling the smoky air can actually damage your lung and your life.. it’s like smoking a lot FREE ciggies.. The haze may also aggravate the adverse effects to health due to pollution from car fumes.. in which I think KL is already heavily polluted with that.. really baaad..

“Macam baru lepas kena bomb je.. hehe..” Jinn, BSC carpark.. 9.34 pm -11 August 2005

Unfortunately.. the dinner lasted only 15 mins as it was freakin difficult for us to breathe out there.. for some reason my heart was beating faster than it should and every now and then I can't seem to catch my breath... felt a slight pain in the chest and a burning sensation in the throat.. I just wished the Indonesian and the Malaysian government had done something to prevent this thing from happening.. If this continues.. I’d say we’d all be like “orang bakar” - just like roti bakar but slightly burnt and without kaya of course..

It is more than a nuisance.. my quality of life has been greatly reduced over these past few days… I’m sure yours as well.. Stressed?? YES.. Anyone would be stressed if he or she is trapped at home feeling sick and bored.. with shortness of breath.. because of the stupid haze.. I don’t recall being so.. so.. so.. so.. SO.. x 1 bazillion stressed out before this.. Just hope that it rains tomorrow and the haze would be gone..

Now when I gaze outside the walls through my window.. I could only see darkness and gloominess... KLCC pun tak nampak dah.. what is happening to our world now.. we had tsunami before.. then tsumawi and now it’s Tsumoky??… it’s as though the whole KL has been put in a closed box filled with smoke... or maybe everybody in KL is smoking at the same time.. aahh.. sangap sial.. “Mummy.. I want to go out and play!!”.. “Mummy…Mummy... when can I go out to play with my friends?? ".. "Mummy...Mummy..Boring la mummy duk rumah je.." .."Mummyyyyyyyyy.. Mummy dengar tak ni???"

I’m just gonna put on my pjs and climb into bed.. thinking about the haze is driving me nuts.. but I think I’m gonna have some chicken pops before I doze off.. Haze.. Haze.. go away.. come back some other day.. no! don’t come back at all!! feel like getting myself out of the country for a while and get back when all subsides..

later dudezzzzzzz… time to relax and listen to some music...adios and good night!

NAMPAK TAK ??? <- TULAH HAZE NYE PASAL LA NI !!!!

27 Hours with Azraf.... Episode III

8.00 pm hung out with my sis at the living area.. my sis was telling me that Amylea should have gotten 2nd place in AF.. I was like.. “what the *****.. AF?? That dumb show???” Apparently she had spent quite a lot of money to vote for her.. From the beginning.. I’ve been telling her.. “As if Amylea’s gonna win!!.. Buang duit je vote!! takyah tengok AF ni..” I think Astro’s manipulating people’s emotions and taking advantage of people especially those who don’t really know how to appreciate talent and music by having this reality tv show aired.. I’m pretty sure it’s entertaining.. but they are just making fools out of everybody.. fools of us all Malaysians... they don’t really care who wins or whether the winner has got talent or what.. and the impact to our society and the local music scene... All they care about are the number of votes that come in and making lotsa and lotsa money within a short period of time!! Easy money!! and in 10 weeks you get to be a singer and become a star?? How stupid is that??!! That’s just absurd!.. I pity those who had to take a longer path and work harder to become a singer.. but then those people will definitely succeed and do well in the entertainment biz because they have what it takes to become good singers.. Imagine the number of low quality singers that’s gonna be out there in say 5 years from now with that stupid AF show on air..

9.00 pm don’t know what I did… "Oh!! Baru kusadari cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan… kau buat remuk.. sluruh hatiku…."

10.00 pm Went out to meet up with Pajey, Lan, Safwan, Gambit etc somewhere in DU.. it was J-Lo’s Birthday. Wished him. Made new friends..It was all good.. The food was great.. It was a Thai restaurant that we went to.. I kinda liked Thai food.. especially the tom yam.. a bit spicy but nicee! Later on Jinn called and came over to join us..

At the Thai restaurant…

Jinn : Weh.. Kul brape kita nak pegi Hard Rock??
Azraf : huh?? Bila pulak kita nak pegi Hard Rock??

Pajey : …..*diam.. muka blurr* Ape kena budak ni??
Gambit: Aku taktau ape2..
Jinn : Ade… kan korang cakap nakgi hard rock malam ni..
Azraf : Pajey.. bila plak ni??
Pajey : Mana ade.. bak rokok sbatang Lan!
Lan : Nah.
Pajey : Lighter mana?? Kau ade lighter tak bro??..
Gambit: aku tak isap rokok sial.. amik kat safwan aa..
Safwan: tuh aa… kat bawah tissue..
Azraf : Jinn.. setau aku.. smalam pegi tgk rock…bukan pegi hard rock..Kau dah salah dgr aa bro..
Jinn : Ahh… c*** aa.. takde.. korang cakap malam ni... nak gi gak
Azraf : ****la lu.. aku penat2 datang sini ..kau nak gi hard rock lak.. baik kau call aku tadi.. dah la aku tak pakai kasut.. pakai slipper pinjam je ni.. slipper yg aku beli kat Iran tuh dah kena kebas.. pencuri masuk umah smalam.. tak masuk umah la.. depan pintu.. kasut2 depan pintu semua kena kebas.. Nasib baik neighbour aku terbangun.. sebab alarm rumah aku bunyik.. dia call polis.. polis dtg.. siap dgn m16 lagik.. tapi dua org tak guna tuh dapat lari aa…
Pajey : bro.. habis barang2 lain hilang tak??
Azraf : Taktaula bro…. aku tetidur la masa tuh.. hehehe…
Pajey : Ek eleh..budak ni.. orang tanye serious.. dia buat lawak lak..
Jinn : aahh ..sialla… ni mesti kau mimpi..
Azraf : **** aa korang… betulla duh… takkan aku nak tipu kawan2 kot..
Aku rasa aku kena pukau kot.. sebab tuh alarm bunyi pun.. aku tak bangun…
Jinn : hahaha.. byk aa kau.. aaah.. jomm aa pi hard rock.. busan sial sini..
Lan : kitorang baru balik zoo.. tak mandi lagi…
Jinn : takyah aa mandi… aku pun baru je mandi..
Pajey : aku pun tak mandi lagi ni.. ok aku n lan balik dulu 10 minit gi kau amik aa.. serious jinn.. badan melekit ni…
Gambit: ok 10 min lagi kau amik aku skali..
Azraf : Aah.. jauh sial nak gi sana lak.. penat aku dtg sini.. dah la tak plan awal2.. dgn pakai slipper je ni..
Lan : gi rush aa.. buleh masuk free n ..err.. air sejuk pun murah .. hehehe.. nanti aku call don.. don main ( live band ) kat situ malan ni.. * don = seorang yang ceria dan peramah.. tapi gelak n perangai cam setan!.. if you are reading this.. sorry aa don! Hehehe..*
Jinn : ok ok… cun2.. lagi 10 min aku amik korang… azraf kau park keta kat umah aku la.. pastuh ikut aku pi 7e ok.. beli **** jap.. hehehe.. kat umah aku ada kasut.. hehehe
Azraf : Ahh takde kau pun pakai slipper.. eh rush ahad leh pakai slipper tak..
Lan : Ala… boleh.. takde hal nyer..
Safwan: eh aku, hakim n lain2 pun join later aa.. pasal aku nak balik
hantar alieya n auntie dulu.. korang gi dulu aaa…
Azraf :wokays.. cu later bro.. ok jinn jom gerak.. shit.. air aku tak habis lagi aa..
Pajey :meh sini aku habiskan ( dgn muka tak malu ..minum sampai habis) Hahahaha.. !!! Lambat sangat..
Lan : Bak sini Lychee tuh.. hehe..
Azraf : ciao..

11.00 pm Everybody was in the car.. Picked up Gambit (model jambu ala ala manhunt gak la.. sorry bro aku tulis ni.. haha..) and went off to Rush.. On our way there..

At one junction.. at Section 16.. while the traffic lights were showing red...

Jinn : Weh kau nampak tak atas jalan tuh.. nampak macam 5 ringgit
Azraf : Mana?? Siut.. duit atas jalan.. weh 50 ringgit aaa..
Pajey : Tul ke?? Mana?? Weh cepat turun amik…
Gambit: Mana ada??
Azraf : Tuh… atas jalan …
Lan : Gambit.. kau turun aa amik…aku duk kat tgh camne nak turun..

All of a sudden.. the traffic lights turned green..

Jinn : Tak sempat aaa… kete ade kat blakang.. hooting and honking at us.. ala ..jap lagi mesti mat rempit tuh rembat nye…

Pajey : Takpe.. Kau pusing je balik…
Jinn : Jap agi.. mesti dah kena rembat nye.. malas aa..

Azraf : Takyahh aaa…
Pajey : Duit tuh weh.. kalau 5 ringgit pun aku pusing balik..Ala.. pusing je Jinn.
Lan : Kalau turun boleh **** free. Hehehe. ****.
Pajey : hehehe…
Gambit: ok ok.. pasni aku turun.. korang tunggu aa aku kat tepi sana.. tapi jgn tinggal aku lak..
Pajey : Dekat jela.. kalau tinggal pun.. kau jalan sendiri gi rush.. dekat je.. hahaha… ****
Jinn : Ok.. aku pusing balik ni..

At the junction again…

Azraf : Sial aa.. duit tuh dah takde aa..
Jinn : kan aku dah kata duit tu mesti kena rembat nye.. Ok aku tunggu sini.. kau turun aa Gambit..
Lan : Cuba kau tgk tepi-tepi jalan.. kot kot angin tiup ke.. kan kete banyak lalu kat sini.. mana tau kena tiup ke tempat lain..
Gambit: Ok.. ok.. ( Gambit got out of the car and went to look for the 50
bucks)

Still at the junction… a minute later..

Pajey : Ada tak??

Gambit : **** !!!! Mana ada!!!!!!!!! Sampah ada la…
Jinn : Hahahaha.. aku rasa mesti mat rempit tadi..dah gi round satu KL malam ni minyak free!!

Azraf : hahaha... oi.. jom aa gerak..

12.00 am having good fun at Rush.. **** …

1.00 am still there at Rush as more friends joined in to our party gila.. bukan party pun.. Single’s Club gathering.. hehehe.. and ****lah hahaha tah.. tak ingat ape jadi.. dalam Rush lagi kot. Oh yeah.. I remembered something… Don stood in the middle of the dance floor holding a jug of air sejuk and he was saying…

“ I’d like to thank my parents, family, friends blah blah blah.. for making this award possible.. and I’d like to dedicate this award to all my pathetic looking friends who has been really supportive throughout my journey of life!! …Hehehe!!... " one crazy dude he is…

2.00 am Everybody was still enjoying the night.. I mean morning.. Jinn felt a lil bored and ****.. I had to follow Jinn cos I had parked my car at his place.. So the four of us.. Jinn, Pajey, Gambit and me left Rush to send Gambit back home.. Lan was still there with Don, Hakim, Gerald, Safwan and the rest..

In front of Gambit’s house..

Gambit : Eh esok pegi ps (petaling street) nak tak???
Pajey : malam ke siang.. nanti kau call dulu aa esok..
Jinn : apa nye soalan aa pajey.. dah tentu malam duh!
Azraf : lar orang mabuk pun leh bagi jawapan yg betul…
Pajey : A ah laa.. hehehehe.. (malu)
Gambit: Pajey kau mabuk coke ke air sejuk??? Hahahaha!!

3.00 am stopped over at Mosin for a while.. cos we were hungry.. had few rounds limau ais and the usuals… and then.. everybody went home.. Am so tired and sleepy now.. have to go to the hospital tomorrow morning .. so time to sleep Azraf.. good night.. oopps.. good morning everyone..

The End.. err.. To be continued??..

P/s : Fellas .. just a reminder.. Driving under the influence of alcohol is not cool.. Don’t ever drink and drive.. Treasure your life and the life of others.. and AMARAN KERAJAAN MALAYSIA: ROKOK MEMBAHAYAKAN KESIHATAN.

If you are wondering what **** means.. That would just mean that I can’t be telling you everything…You should have that one figured out by yourself.. use your imagination.. hehe..

27 hours with Azraf..... Episode II

3.00 pm I just can’t remember what I did at this time.. Maybe jalan2.. I dunno??

4.00 pm watched some tele...some dumb shows were on.. made me feel a lil sleepy… so went into my room to take a short nap.

5.00 pm can’t remember what I did.. but I think I was lying down on my bed.. tinkering with my o2.. played with some cool games that I recently installed... Then.. I got up and did the Cardio-Combat Exercise til 6 with Sis. Yup me.. trying to keep fit and have a healthy life… ahahaha.. hot2 chicken shit je nanti..

6.00 pm Jinn called and asked me.. where will I be later tonight.. I told him “Aku taktau lagi la.. Oh ya its J-lo’s bday la.. cuba call pajey.. aku pun taktau lagi kat ne.. ****** …” … Alamak! I just realized that I forgot to pick up my guitar from Din.. oh well I’ll pick it up some other time then... my bro needs it for his “unplugged concert” (concert skolah..hehe..) next week..

7.00 pm I am now typing this entry.. have to go out soon.. need to get something from the shop.. Now I’m gonna save it to “Draft:”.. I’ll finish this up as soon as I get back..

To be continued...

If you are wondering what **** means.. That would just mean that I can’t be telling you everything…You should have that one figured out by yourself.. use your imagination.. hehe..

27 hours with Azraf….. Episode I

12.00 am was out with some friends to a nearby mamak and had few rounds of nescafe tarik

1.00 am got back home feeling all tired… my whole body was aching.. cos I did that Kate’s Cardio-Combat 1-hour exercise with my sis the day before.. Yep Kate.. the first ever female winner of Big Brother.. one popular reality tv show in the UK..

2.00 am watched some tele.. and had some chocs

3.00 am was tinkering and toying with my pc I think..

4.00 am placed my o2 onto its cradle before I went to bed

5.00 am was sound asleep

6.00 am I think I was pulling up my blankie over me.. ZZzzzz.. ZZZzzz..

7.00 am yeap.. still asleep but woke up and went to the loo in between…

8.00 am probably snoring.. and dreaming.. I don’t know.... I was asleep ok??

9.00 am woke up.. rubbed both my itchy eyes.. and stretched for a while.. *yawn* brushed my teeth.. before hitting the shower.. got this new toothpaste.. nice bluish colour.. it’s just different than any other toothpaste that I’ve used before.. and I think its cool.. hehe.. *yawn* again!.. turned the radio up to full blast.. played something.. by a band from the 80s.. Whitesnake –Here I go Again. A superb song which I think reflects a lot about me.. and my life.. and has really kept me goin..

I don't know where I'm goin but I sure know where I've been hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday. An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time but here I go again, here I go again. Tho' I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for. Oh God, I pray you give me strength to carry on 'cos I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams. Here I go again on my own goin' down the only road I've ever known. Like a drifter I was born to walk alone. An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time. Just another heart in need of rescue waiting on love's sweet charity an' I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days 'cos I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams. Here I go again on my own goin' down the only road I've ever known. Like a hobo I was born to walk alone. An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time but here I go again, here I go again, here I go again, here I go. An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time. Here I go again on my own goin' down the only road I've ever known. Like a drifter I was born to walk alone 'cos I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams. Here I go again on my own goin' down the only road I've ever known. Like a drifter I was born to walk alone. An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time but here I go again, here I go again, here I go again, here I go, here I go again

Yeap.. think next week.. I’m gonna go to escapade to watch bornfire in action.. but then malas to drivelah... tgk aa camne..

10.00 am yeah still sleepy.. but need to visit my auntie at the Hospital.. she has been admitted to the hospital ICU about a week before because she had difficulty in breathing.. Probably it was due to severe asthma.. I guess.. the haze has very much contributed to this.. Air is smoky and dusty.. Bad for for everyone… Anyways I tried my best to keep my eyes open.. as I made my way to Ampang Puteri..

11.00 am had a petty late breakfast at the cafeteria with mom, sis, bro and other cousins.. The food was aweful.. the fried mee tasted like as though I was chewing on rubber bands! It was the most horrible fried mee I’ve ever tasted so far in my whole 24 years of life.. Was still hungry so we went on to a nearby café and bought ourselves some chicken pies.. yay!

12.00 pm I think I was in the lift goin up to Auntie’s room. Nothing interesting bout that…

1.00 pm Was in Auntie’s room.. She looked pale and weak.. but the doc told us that she’s gonna be just fine.. after a short conversation with her.. Sis, bro and me went out to have lunch at Ampang point.. had some sushis.. sashimis and temakis.. hahaha.. yes.. we do eat a lot.. thanks sis for the lunch!

2.00 pm went back to the hospital.. had lunch no. 2 with cousins.. One of my uncles brought some satays into the reasonably large room. yes.. cousins, aunties and uncles.. Imagine the number of people that were in that room!! There were so many of us at one time.. Luckily.. the room was big enough to fit us all in!! My Auntie likes to be around her family.. that cheers her up! Having someone to visit you when you are unwell brings up the morale of the ailing and gives you more of a desire to recover. So that’s what everybody was doing.. cheering her up and help her to recover fast! Besides cheering her up, we somehow made her feel important and concerned for as I could see sadness in her eyes as I know all that she wants to do now is to be at home with her family.. I could see how uncomfortable and miserable she was.. just lying there on the bed and not knowing what’s gonna happen to her.. Everyday, she keeps on telling my mom that she’s going to die soon... that is really painful for everybody.. I have lost a dear uncle before.. and I don’t think I want to lose her now..

I have to log off now.. but I’ll continue later.. I just hope and pray to god that she’ll recover soon..

Oh.. while me and me cousins were feasting on the tasty satays.. one lady doctor dashed into the room and said “ Buat Kenduri ke? Tak jemput saya pun..” Everybody laughed at us.. but dengan selambenye.. sesi makan tetap diteruskan tanpa rasa malu dan segan.. Hehe..

To be continued....

If you are wondering what **** means.. That would just mean that I can’t be telling you everything…You should have that one figured out by yourself.. use your imagination.. hehe..